Since I can accept my old life..I tried to be a happy girl..
But,I wonder if they want me to be like this..everyday and every second time I tried to cheer up myself..
but it's not enough for them..right??why??
why can't they see my happiness??i'm so tired rght now..
always try to make everyone happy..but sometimes I forgot myself..
when I smile they said I'm senile..
when I laugh,they say i'm not serious..
what am I supposed to do??
listen what they say or just be me..
if i make a straight face they said i have problem..
so??what should I do..
truth is..I really donno..
